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so i got back monday afternoon from germany and my life has been a non stop rush but its been fun. everyone wants to hang and i have burned through two tanks of gas to do it and still i feel like im leavin someone out. wheew. but yea lil under the weather today, big party last night. ehh shit happens...just wish i could remember most of it o snap. but germany was a blast we partied it up like everynite and my partner was flippin awesome and her best friend beate was pimp shit too im trying to get beate to come stay with me in october aswell because she doesnt have an exchange partner. i miss them all a bit but i will see them again. i totally bonded with my fellow west benders i miss hanging out with all of them the most i think. we had so many fun times and fun stories like pushing sailboats into lakes at night-spooning-campouts-missing room keys-swimming-tats-nips noses and belly buttons...the list goes on and on muah miss yall even tho we all live around here. i need to go visit jamie i bought her a t-shirt and i wanna see david...i know that part sounds like a mistake but in germany i really thought of him a lot and really missed him but then i got over it when i saw some hot german guy jk lol but seriously i kinda bought him a shirt too i dont know why but yea he called a couple times when i was gona and a bunch the day i got back he even called my house...weird...but then i talked to him for like two hours the other day and i really dont want to fall for him again but i think it might happen im gonna try hard to not let it tho. i think im changing germany has changed me and i think just growing up in general. im more open i think-aka with hookin up and getting guys-quenching my thirst (wink) and such so yea im growing into a party animal i guess. dont know how else so put it. im lookin for a job now i guess my dad said now i should get one again im like whatever just stop hasslin me. but yea my greeting home from my mom was getting hassled and bitched at in the car ride home and i quickly let her know i didnt want to hear it especially since thats the first thing i heard from her too-welcome home indeed. but yea germany was awesome i think my blood is clear lol jk but yea im so tired im gonna jet yall call me so we can hang out aight ok peace out
jenny